I have been suffering with intrusive thoughts which sound like voices for a couple of days now. They have been very severe, then wane. The thoughts sometimes go to the beat of music. I have also sometimes thought God is talking to me and telling me what to do, or controlling what I am doing. Memories of past negative experiences while in the psychiatric hospital come and go, but I have had difficulty concentrating on the happy moments in my life.
Last night I was having very jumbled up thoughts which were bringing up strong emotions and I couldn’t stop crying. I woke Doral and together I was able to remember my childhood Christmas memories and talk about what I was visualizing about them. I have gone over 24 hours without sleep, but was able to get some sleep last night and this morning.
I believe it is due to withdrawals from the Seroquel I had been taking, and have stopped two months ago.